In the day of modern technology, making plans, altering them and breaking plans has become second nature. With that comes the inability to look forward to seeing something, or someone. Which leads to high inpatient factors as well as many miscommunications and misunderstandings.
That said if you were waiting for someone, whose phone accidentally died and there was no way for that person to get in touch with you. How long would you wait for them?
Did you ever wonder why people hug? When close friends see each other they exchange hugs. When people haven’t seen one other for a really long time they hug out like crazy, picking each other up and sometimes even twirling them around. When we are saying our goodbyes we tend to hug off before we go our separate ways. When we feel amazing or we feel sad, we hug. So what’s in a hug?
When we hug we exchange information through out bodies, the energy we carry at a particular moment in time is like an aura about us. When we feel happy and hug somebody else, they too will feel that joy and happiness, because you radiated it to them through your body.
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It has been a while, a long while since I have danced. Aside from a hurt knee that I have been babying and strengthening, I had no desire to dance, choreograph or listen to music which would inspire me to want to do all of the above. About a week ago I saw a belly dancer dancing and the way she moved was so breathtaking that it brought back so many awesome memories. Watching her dance, move gracefully about the floor, twisting, shimmering and contouring her body in a very controlled, fluid motions made me want to dance along side with her.
That same day I tried dancing and boy what a disappointment it was. Though I can still move my torso fairly well. My legwork needs so much improvement, especially turns and bends, which require knee and back use. I’m so glad to have seen her dancing because she has inspired me to go back to dancing. And thanks to Pink’s new song ‘Sober’ I’m working on dance choreography.
It has been a while since I last wrote mainly because I have been too busy sleeping or trying to figure out what my life is all about and why I fuck up on a daily basis, get mad at myself and fuck up yet again only to mess up yet again. This “destructive” behavior has brought me to a point where I was about to give up. Thankfully I have great friends and support from them to realize that when life is hard sometimes it’s okay to admit to being weak and ask for help.
That said, I wanted to share my experience with dating/seeing multiple people at the same time… Aside from the fact that it is daunting on my supper precious sleep time. Keeping track of what is happening could get out of hand and quite annoying. After the first week I came to the conclusion that # 3 would have to go right away. He is a cool guy, but I realized that dating someone who is a patron at the gym would be bad if things were to heat up and then get broken off. Glad I did that because I don’t feel bad now that I see him. Good thing I kept my head and did not let it go anywhere. Read More »
